God's Jealousy

I am undecided yet advising,i am ignited yet calm,i am not cold yet shivering,my head's on the bed,yet your pictures in it.

I am no Zayn, Zac or a cool dude.
but they do the things meant for you!
sorry, it could not be me,
i get high on thoughts and write some stuff,
but i always mess up, can't help that.

not a lie, i am telling the truth,i could be fantasizing all the good,but you feel like the one of clouds,try mirror in your inner self,i think you are just creating some secrets.

Honestly, i feel like being watched by the gods,
they are pulling the string from behind,
you were Eurydice and I was Orpheus.
God couldn't stand us in the underworld,
they felt so jealous, they brought us to earth
we were brought just so the envious nature,
the world would dominate how we feel.
The god challenged us to free ourselves from this
just so the snake would be deadly and non living.
God envied us in underworld,
they were so burned with anger,
they planned to separate us to bring us
under their arms and feel their superior.