Dedicated jan 8! Happy Birthday!

I know you are, you are travel freak, travel freak ready to leave, ready to leave catching next plane, train or ship plane, train or ship. Been through lots of this and that, past these years, those beautiful scars, and dark faces with pretty carves. I love you for loving yourself so far, you know who you are, you your imperfection and flaws, i don't see them anyway, but seeing you embrace them, its like god giving things I never knew i needed. I am very grateful for that.! 𝌑                    |"Thank You For Existing"|

You just can't stand the way that i walked out from the wreckage Can't understand the way that i turned myself around. I tried to terminate this war but you won't let it go, you keep coming back for more. ,Being a mess trying to do a thing .and another result comes Thank you for forgiving me !.all the times I've been there

Just look out at the sky,↑ the dark night with the stars. this desire to fly not missing any possible sight. Just for you and I. The sky filled with star.← the silent sound and nothing to hold us down.↓

You are a mystery, how can someone be so perfect. I really just want to know. You might say, i am just bluffing more. But. to me, you are the book, i wanna read but not finish. You are the place, I wanna explore but don' wanna reach the end. You are the song, I wanna hear but don't want it to finish. What if you are all fiction, what if Where am I living is dream, and this reality's just pretend?

Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks Within his bending sickle's compass come: Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks, But bears it out even to the edge of doom. If this be error and upon me proved, I never writ, nor no man ever loved. It is the star to every wandering bark, Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.

Something about you, you have that, that something its that something about you that something about you the way you walk and talk the smile you posses just to make my heart rush every time you are so cool and kind just making up for everything and being there just with your soul never known someone like you. With you its so surreal, everything feels greater than life. Its not a lie, whenever I am by your side, nobody around seems as alive.

I am undecided yet advising, i am ignited yet calm, i am not cold yet shivering , my head's on the bed, yet your pictures in it. I am no Zayn, Zac or a cool dude. but they do the things meant for you! sorry, it could not be me, i get high on thoughts and write some stuff, but i always mess up, can't help that. not a lie, i am telling the truth, i could be fantasizing all the good, but you feel like the one of clouds, try mirror in your inner self, i think you are just creating some secrets. Honestly, i feel like being watched by the gods, they are pulling the string from behind, you were Eurydice and I was Orpheus . God couldn't stand us in the underworld, they felt so jealous, they brought us to earth we were brought just so the envious nature, the world would dominate how we feel. The god challenged us to free ourselves from this just so the snake would be deadly and non living. God envied us in underworld, they were so burned with anger, they planned to separate...

Of course you know the line, "God is director, World is Stage and we are actor." Well, William just gave in the most safest way to live. You will fall and rise, Be first to know lots and decide what to hide, Celebrities do this all the time. Its their attitude that determines, if people with discuss with them for another day. Its so easy now, realness stays with you, give the world what they expect. Choosing your way, the place where you stay. Its a new place now, Choose the effort before result.

Whatsoever, i don't have to write, but i just don't see another place to explain, i am so drowned here, i might not get up. This could either be big well or a plot hole. regardless the point, i don't know how but it feels you read them when i write. Hits so god, i think i'll propose i don't know but, just doesn't fit where it should, cut the crap out and i am out. i am uneducated, scared and relentless. I am going through it, all in my zone, in my space nobody said me about you. life is in the way. i can't undo what's done and do what's meant to be.

it's one am now, you are with me of course, we are on the bus, remember? the exam is right on the edge. Quite blurry you might say, All i have done is froze that moment, the perfect gaze. ¡ H old up!

Now, can't hold no more. Regularly, I see the girl, It's like, you are right there and I couldn't walk. Every time I try to talk, I just get stuck., What's the difference though being on either side is the same yo! I keep on thinking these words but I feel like being weaken. How hard could it be, I know, but i don't. You take up my mind, all day and all night. All i do is freeze right there and never tell. But now's not the same, i gotta to live young and live forever, no, no one could do this alone. I am asking for a favor, C'mon help me out to be gold.

Sometimes, I pull myself apart shift the shape to act like pulling a cart guess I am human, work of art. Truth is so complicated. I try to live with the facts. the curious, innocent heart , never knows, love always comes under attack. Trying to open up the mind, be liberated from the fact, never knew the person in the mirror, Oh, I once loved that full part.!

I wish i could bubble wrap my heart. in case i fall and break apart. I am not God, i can't change the stars, but i can't do anything with things things you are going through. I know this is the hard time, but doing your part is mostly right. Everyone's little dazed and confused. See me, I could write a book on how to be jerk and waste people's mind. but its no time to cry. Just cheers to life for giving the ride, and going back to darkness is no choice. Just got to live your life and be happy and surprised.

there you are, now i got no regrets. don't care about mistakes i have made regardless of the thing i have done. Irrespective of what I've been through it was all worth my time fighting for thanks to them, it led me to you! When i think of you, i have no regrets, I'd do it all again if I had to. Coming this long way through.

Follow the lights follow the love Always be bright, Always be cool You know you already are. Just go on with what you want . Getting strangler is easy just choose bad friends Dead end could be near just rush to action. If you don't want that, think before you breath; you never know how many lives are affected .

It's easy to be cheesy trying to get the same line not getting the depth you got to travel there right be the source of all. Every one nowadays , they sound poetic and don't know what they mean. You got to create, love for love and love for hate. You got to know, who to be with and with whom you could relate .

You could be anything, a super model, president, or write a novel. I have been watching. Watching from the sidelines, am just showing you guidelines you could be what you want to be . To be honest, you are just perfect i could trade the world for you, you are just worth it.

You are the best, you want everything to go well, you know what is right and who's left. The fact though, it doesn't change a thing. Life's cruel, It's cruel, you feel the air drained Still you live. You feel the world's apart, Still you walk You feel the weak's gone, Still you want to be one. Life's just easy game play, Just think of it as one at a time and you win.

I am sorry i am just a jealous guy, trying to catch up with ya please don't mind. I just don't feel right, for the rain from the sky, for the wind and the night, they are all close to you than ever was I. I am jealous of the texts, which have been typed just to cheer you up. Jealous of those replies, showing off you're shy. #*clearly misunderstanding, i know, but its done, can be changed but won't*#

Its everyday now, I am on my own, talking to the moon. tryna get to you, in hopes you are on the other side talking to me too. I must be fool, trying to act so cool, My daily routine involves, just listening to songs thinking of you. I also know those things, imperfect in every way. Still, thinking of you.

I like this song so much so be bothered if you don't! When you were staring at your bedroom wall With only ghosts beside you Somewhere out where the wind was calling I was on my way to find you I was on my way to find you When you were racing like a cannonball In roller skates and sky blue Or in the backseat watching the slow rain falling I was on my way to find you I gotta find out who I'm meant to be I don't believe in destiny But with every word you swear to me All my beliefs start caving in And I feel something's about to change So bring the lightning, bring the fire, bring the fall I know I'll get my heart through Got miles to go, but from the day I started crawling I was on my way to find you I was on my way to find you I was on my way, every day I was on my way to find you Got other one on the way!

It's two o'clock on the edge of the morning She's running magical circles around my head I hitch a ride on a dream she's driving She turns to kiss me, I crash back into bed Across the street on a grayed out Monday I see the girl with the eyes I can't describe And suddenly it's a perfect Sunday And everything is more real than life I think I'm back in the dream I think I'm back on the ceiling It's such a beautiful feeling Going up She lights me up She breaks me up She lifts me up                                  !Yo real deal right here!